I know it's in there somewhere...

My will to study for these exams.  I know it is.  It's just temporarily left my head.  Tomorrow I will be in a panic because it will be the last day I have before THE day and I will be left sitting here wondering how I am ever supposed to remember all this crap (yes I said it, crap) that was blown at me from a fire hose the past 6 weeks. 

I looked at the study guide for my philosophy final and literally drew a total blank.  Did I actually read these books?  Because this stuff does not even ring a smidgen of a bell.  How is this possible?  I know I wrote a paper each week on these things, how can I not recall the basic concepts of the authors? 

Oy.  Vey.

Thankfully the final tests are not a huge part of my grade so if I fail miserably I will still pass the classes.  I think. 

Oh how the mighty have fallen...